Its been a tiring few days

I know that I should have mentioned it but for this past weekend Chris and I have been in a tiff. It all started last Thursday when he answered me in a condescending and aggressive manner of a simple question. I really cannot figure out what sets him off like that. There has been occasions when  I was able to just stand back and not react but that afternoon it just made me shut up, brood and percolate. Then it didn't get better Sunday and Monday, it even got worse. So we weren't talking to each other well. Yesterday it was better, then this morning before he left for work he was a bit more relaxed and lingering when saying good-bye. I felt miserable the whole time. I feel stuck. I feel I want to go and escape somewhere, not just mentally but really physically. These are the times when the fact that marriage is not a guarantee comes to me forcefully. I imagine myself separated from him when my kids are already adults. And during these times when the issue about his friendships with Shirley and Tillie Ann bothers me more like pebbles in my shoes. I do pray to God that , even though it will hurt like the dickens, I want to know the truth. And I always add that when that happens that God will strengthen me and help me stand up and more forward. Want superpower? A thick skin from the verbal assault from my husband.